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2024.11.19
I'm reading Something in the Woods Loves You by Jarod K. Anderson. [ 29% ] 📚
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Standalone post link: Reading Log: Something in the Woods Loves You
2024.11.16
I read Body Work: The Radical Power of Personal Narrative by Melissa Febos again. 📚
Took so many notes and quotes from this today, which I always think I am going to do with books like this but rarely ever do. Learning to be more deliberate and thorough about my reading and writing, I hope.
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Took so many notes and quotes from this today, which I always think I am going to do with books like this but rarely ever do. Learning to be more deliberate and thorough about my reading and writing, I hope.
Having a lot of thoughts from this book in regards to writing: why and what I should write, and the intersection of her framing of writing as a way of life or a spiritual practice with me feeling a push to get back into blogging here on this website or get involved with social media again. Her framing of writing as a life practice feels right to me, it is a religious practice I could join; so then the question becomes not whether to write but whether to share my writing, and where, when, and why. Hopefully I can sort it all out through writing soon, and I might share it here, depending on how it turns out?
The first key is that I need to be patient with myself and do it all on my own time, not get caught up in the need to generate “consistent content” or such nonsense. Not publish the first words that come over the keyboard onto the screen, though I am doing that right now.
Past Log Updates
DATE : 2024-11-07
Started reading Body Work by Melissa Febos. Read the first essay, in defense of navel-gazing…great arguments for personal writing, that it is actually political writing, that it is belittled and suppressed for real reasons, speaking truth to power, bearing witness, etc.
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Standalone post link: Reading Log: Body Work
2024.11.11
I listened to The Sunset Violent by Mount Kimbie. 🎵
Genre: dreampop indie rock? I don’t know what, was expecting something dubsteppy James Blake-y and this was honestly better than I thought it would be
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Genre: dreampop indie rock? I don’t know what, was expecting something dubsteppy James Blake-y and this was honestly better than I thought it would be
metablogging sidenote: I think I’m going to make the genre field show up in my posts…
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Standalone post link: Listening Log: The Sunset Violent
2024.11.11
I listened to Mighty Vertebrate by Anna Butterss. 🎵
Neat.
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2024.11.10
Decided to start posting again and push my updates to micro.blog and then to a bluesky account I set up. Thinking about pushing to Threads as well, but not pulling the trigger on that yet.
Now to see whether it works like I hope it will, wether I stick with it or get scared, whether I actually want anyone in the world to be aware of my weird little website.
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Decided to start posting again and push my updates to micro.blog and then to a bluesky account I set up. Thinking about pushing to Threads as well, but not pulling the trigger on that yet.
Now to see whether it works like I hope it will, wether I stick with it or get scared, whether I actually want anyone in the world to be aware of my weird little website.
Edit: spent too much time today playing around with this. I don’t know why some of the posts work and some look funky, and I’m not entirely sure why I’m doing this actually. I should just read stuff and email people or whatever?
Standalone post link: on posting updates again, and pushing to some social media sites
2024.11.09
I listened to Florist by Florist. 🎵
Queued this up after Night Palace because Night Palace made me think of it and it’s lowkey one of my favorite albums ever.
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Queued this up after Night Palace because Night Palace made me think of it and it’s lowkey one of my favorite albums ever.
Also listed genre as: nature noise folk rock (but was tempted by ‘sci fi silence’)
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Standalone post link: Listening Log: Florist
2024.11.09
I listened to Night Palace by Mount Eerie. 🎵
Listed genre as: nature noise folk rock
I’m trying to get organized and be more deliberate about doing the things I actually want to do, so among other things I put down “Start listening to music again” for Today in my Reminders app, and then I finally listened to this album while putting away laundry and stuff.
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Listed genre as: nature noise folk rock
I’m trying to get organized and be more deliberate about doing the things I actually want to do, so among other things I put down “Start listening to music again” for Today in my Reminders app, and then I finally listened to this album while putting away laundry and stuff.
This is maybe going to be my favorite album of the year? I’m known to myself as impressionable when it comes to new music and art, but I think this is maybe the album I most need right now. I want to dig into the lyrics. I kind of want to buy the book.
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Standalone post link: Listening Log: Night Palace
2024.11.09
I listened to Night Palace by Mount Eerie. 🎵
Listed genre as: nature noise folk rock
I’m trying to get organized and be more deliberate about doing the things I actually want to do, so among other things I put down “Start listening to music again” for Today in my Reminders app, and then I finally listened to this album while putting away laundry and stuff.
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Listed genre as: nature noise folk rock
I’m trying to get organized and be more deliberate about doing the things I actually want to do, so among other things I put down “Start listening to music again” for Today in my Reminders app, and then I finally listened to this album while putting away laundry and stuff.
This is maybe going to be my favorite album of the year? I’m known to myself as impressionable when it comes to new music and art, but I think this is maybe the album I most need right now. I want to dig into the lyrics. I kind of want to buy the book.
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Standalone post link: Listening Log: Night Palace
2024.10.06
I’ve forgotten and failed everything meta I meant to do. I’m afraid to look at this website, I’m afraid to look at my notes, I’m afraid to look at the stacks of books on and around my desk, I’m afraid to look back at all my open tabs.
Just keep stacking it on, I guess? Open more tabs. Continue to live my life occasionally and a little bit, with no commentary or performance.
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I’ve forgotten and failed everything meta I meant to do. I’m afraid to look at this website, I’m afraid to look at my notes, I’m afraid to look at the stacks of books on and around my desk, I’m afraid to look back at all my open tabs.
Just keep stacking it on, I guess? Open more tabs. Continue to live my life occasionally and a little bit, with no commentary or performance.
Except this, I guess.
Standalone post link: Open More Tabs
2024.09.18
I'm reading The Wild Robot Protects by Peter Brown. [ 72% ] 📚
“We’re just following orders!”
Those last words hung in the air for a while.
“You are just following orders, said Roz at last. “In a way, you humans are more robotic than I am.”
Wow, this actually goes pretty hard for a kids book. Then on the next page she spirals, learning the destructive mining is all for building robots like her. And then it’s like the orca yacht attacks but at oceanic industrial scale.
Can humans and animals and robots all get along and save the oceans? We’ll have to see…
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“We’re just following orders!”
Those last words hung in the air for a while.
“You are just following orders, said Roz at last. “In a way, you humans are more robotic than I am.”
Wow, this actually goes pretty hard for a kids book. Then on the next page she spirals, learning the destructive mining is all for building robots like her. And then it’s like the orca yacht attacks but at oceanic industrial scale.
Can humans and animals and robots all get along and save the oceans? We’ll have to see…
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DATE : 2024-08-29
Reading with my son, finishing out the trilogy.
Actually, I have no idea if it is a trilogy or if it is going to keep going even after this one.