2026.02.27
I'm playing Yoshi's Crafted World again. [ ↻ 51% ] 🎮
Still aiming for a true 100% - all flowers, all costumes, all crafts…
Summaries or first lines of all posts on this site displayed in a microblog format. I’m considering syndicating this to some social media accounts. [2024-04-28]
I'm playing Yoshi's Crafted World again. [ ↻ 51% ] 🎮
Still aiming for a true 100% - all flowers, all costumes, all crafts…
I'm listening to Heaven Ain’t Sold by Choker. 🎵
Been waiting 7 years for new music from Choker, and it’s not disappointing. Listened obsessively to his Filling Space trilogy of EPs back in 2019 and haven’t forgotten. Dijon last year, now Choker…
I've been listening to AngieAngieAngie by spill tab. 🎵
It’s 2025’s ANGIE but with 4 more tracks now and a different cover image. Nothing to complain about.
I've been listening to the apple tree under the sea by hemlocke springs. 🎵
These tracks really popped out in mixes, and I had to grab the album. I’ve listened three or four times now and I think I want to like this a little more than I actually do. Still objectively great, though, and I still will probably give it more listens in the future.
I've been listening to Plie / Falta Algo / Tierra / Pan / NPR Tiny Desk Concert by Chuwi. 🎵
Branching out into some of the collaborators on DeBÍ TiRAR MáS FOToS now…
I've been listening to Un Verano Sin Ti / nadie sabe lo que va a pasar mañana / DeBÍ TiRAR MáS FOToS by Bad Bunny. 🎵
Almost endlessly listenable, it turns out. Guess maybe that’s why he’s the most-streamed artist in the world…
I've been listening to Singin' to an Empty Chair by Ratboys. 🎵
Well at least I’m not a whole year behind on every album…
I've been listening to WHEN THE FLOWERS BLOOM by Lionmilk. 🎵
I've been listening to DeBÍ TiRAR MáS FOToS by Bad Bunny. 🎵
I’m running over a year late on music right now, oh well…
I'm reading Will There Ever Be Another You by Patricia Lockwood. [ 20% ] 📚
This book deserves a weirder status update than this, but it’s all I’ve got at the moment: I’ve previewed, preordered, started, stumbled, and restarted this book a couple of times now, but this time it is taking and I’m sure I’ll continue…
I wrote a letter to one of my senators, John Curtis, thanking him for calling for an independent investigation into the ICE shootings in Minnesota and urging him to go further.
I read The Moon Without Stars by Chanel Miller. 📚
I've been listening to Passages: Artists in Solidarity with Immigrants, Refugees, and Asylum Seekers by Various Artists. 🎵
“…what the meaning of this border line that’s been forced into my mind…everybody talk about it like it’s the greatest line that humans could ever draw…”
– Lonnie Holley, from “A Border is Just a Space Between Two Lines”
I read King of the Neuro Verse by Idris Goodwin. 📚
I read The Forgotten Teachers: How Nature Wrote the Story of Life by Written by Brian Isett, Illustrated by Claudia Biçen. 📚
Genre: creation story, mythopoetic science writing, psychedelic illuminated manuscript, nature, life, ecology, Earth, picture book for teens and adults…
I'm reading 5 Kinds of Nonfiction: Enriching Reading and Writing Instruction with Children’s Books by Melissa Stewart, Marlene Correia. [ 37% ] 📚
Another book I’m happy to read for a PD book club at work.
The long-haired chihuahua stood on the armrest of the passenger seat and gazed at me serenely through the window of the white minivan, an actual American flag draped behind it, shrouding the entire second row of the van.
I'm reading Manga Goes to School: Cultivating Engagement and Inclusion in K–12 Settings by Ashley Hawkins, Emily Ratica, Sara Smith, Julie Stivers, and Sybil “Mouna” Touré. [ 38% ] 📚
I suggested this title for a PD book club at work and they actually took me up on it!
I watched Stranger Things 1 (2016). 🎥
I realized that though I’ve been making this chili for years I never have set down my version of this old recipe. So, this afternoon before I cooked I documented everything I was going to do, and now I’m sharing it here.
I've been listening to Complete Discography of SAULT (from newest to oldest) by SAULT. 🎵
I don’t think I can hear a new SAULT album without listening to it a couple of times and then needing to go back through everything they’ve ever done, or nearly everything.
I've been listening to Chapter 1 by SAULT. 🎵
Like tuning into some alternate universe cosmic retro soul radio station, so great.
I'm reading Babel, or the Necessity of Violence by R.F. Kuang again. [ ↻ 25% ] 📚
Reading with my son at bedtime some nights. (Only once in a while because most nights my bedtime is earlier than his now.)
I've been listening to LOWER by Benjamin Booker. 🎵
This is a really solid collection of songs, quite liking it.
I stopped reading Turtle Island: Foods and Traditions of the Indigenous Peoples of North America - with Kate Nelson and Kristen Donnelly by Sean Sherman. [ Did Not Finish ] 📚
Need to return to library, but placing on hold again to continue reading later.
This is a cookbook to read all the way through, as much about history and culture and how foodways tie everything together as it is a gathering of recipes
I've been playing Hyrule Warriors: Age of Imprisonment. [ Paused at ?% ] 🎮
My son received this for Christmas, I decided to try it tonight. Probably will play some more in the future.
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strong strokes of white paint on the back of the person’s long coat
walking down 1100 East toward Sugarhouse
drizzly dark January afternoon
cold but not as cold as it maybe should be
(4:03:18 PM - Salt Lake City (40.728079, -111.859654))
I stopped reading What It Is by Lynda Barry. [ Paused at 34% ] 📚
Might try some of the activities in this and/or in Syllabus, but for now I’m just reading through the “essay questions” (blue-paged section.)
I want to learn how to take honest photographs with my phone.1 Until then, I just have quick snapshots that I feel inclined to share for some reason.2

This was my walking destination and writing spot yesterday morning.
I read On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong. 📚
More notes and thoughts on this book and Vuong perhaps forthcoming…
I’ve left this site derelict but at the end of the year now I’m wishing I had kept up a comprehensive reading log and music log here, (my own personal ad hoc ‘wrapped’), so I might retroactively populate my site and feed with a bunch of backdated posts, mostly reading log updates. Just a heads up if you are out there somehow following this feed.
A Christmas present to myself arrived in the mail today, an Autumn Eternal fan shipment.
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I've been listening to Micrographia by Bug Teeth. 🎵
I listened to this so much throughout December; this is just one representative log entry.
I updated my now page today. This post snapshots the current version.
I read A Theory of Dreaming by Ava Reid. 📚
cute little peaches from this cute little peach tree I planted in my backyard two years ago


I read Log Off by Kristen Felicetti. 📚
So great!
Should probably have a lot more to say about this, and maybe I will someday, but until then I need to at least get it logged. It needs the hype of being posted on this most obscure and derelict website, extremely appropriate.
I've been playing Stardew Valley. [ Paused at 4?% ] 🎮
Gotten into summer of the first year. Tempted to start over and try spring again now that I know a little better how things work…
I read Autobiography of Red by Anne Carson. 📚
Amazing images and atmospheres throughout this book. Among other things it made me want to take photographs, gave me new ways to think about photography. I like photography but I’m a dummy about it.
I read The Mythmakers - The Remarkable Fellowship of C.S. Lewis & J.R.R. Tolkien by John Hendrix. 📚
This is a phenomenal book.
I read The Horse and His Boy by C.S. Lewis again. 📚
Continuing in re-reading the Chronicles of Narnia with my son.
I've been listening to Complete Discography (shuffled) by Big Thief. 🎵
Listening to every track by Big Thief on shuffle because I’ve wanted to see them for years but never could, and found out they are doing a Twilight Concert in Salt Lake in September for just $20 a ticket and I got a ticket and now I just need to figure out if or how I can convince anyone in my family to go to this concert with me. No worries if not, though, I will not hesitate to go by myself.
I read Still in a Dream: a Story of Shoegaze 1988-1995 by various authors. 📚
I don’t like how this is still showing as a ‘currently reading’ book on my website after all this time, so, though I am not finished with the overall shoegaze/dreampop/4AD/90s rock listening project (mission creep and distraction) I am marking this ‘completed’ as a book.
I updated my now page today. This post snapshots the current version.
I read Abandon Me by Melissa Febos. 📚
I read Poetry January/February 2025 - Young People's Poetry by Poetry Foundation; Elizabeth Acevedo, Issue Editor again. 📚
I read Hell Followed With Us by Andrew Joseph White. 📚
On some lowkey Wallace Stevens shit this Sunday morning.

I read The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe by C.S. Lewis again. 📚
Comfort bedtime reading with my son every other night or so. Past Log Updates DATE : 2025-01-01 Started reading The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe with Will tonight.
I've been listening to God's Country by Chat Pile. 🎵
I’m purple man, too
I've been listening to Cool World by Chat Pile. 🎵
EVERYTHING THAT THE SKULL SAID WAS TRUE
I played and finished Sneaky Sasquatch. 🎮
The friendmaking challenge really threw me off and I stopped playing this for a long time, but I finally got back to it and pushed through to finish the main storyline. I kind of love this game.
I listened to This Dungeon Earth / Remove Your Skin Please EPs by Chat Pile. 🎵
Send my body to Arby’s
I've been listening to Dust Inside a Dream by Stalled. 🎵
This was a “personalized” suggestion for me from the Apple Music algorithm and it was a good one. I hate that a little bit, but glad to learn of this band.
I've been listening to Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness by The Smashing Pumpkins. 🎵
(I built a playlist to finally try the original 3LP Vinyl edition tracklisting: Dawn - Tea Time - Dusk - Twilight - Midnight - Starlight)
I've been listening to Mapambazuko by Ale Hop & Titi Bakorta. 🎵
This is one of those albums that opens several avenues of musical exploration, some entirely new to me (Ale Hop) and some I know and love but need to catch up with (Nyege Nyege Tapes, Soukous.)
I read a bunch of children's poetry books by multiple authors and illustrators. 📚
I volunteered to be a reader for the poetry committee for the Beehive Book Awards. With their 2026 shortlist meeting deadline looming I finally got to reading as many of the titles as I could this weekend.
I'm listening to Still in a Dream: A Story of Shoegaze 1988-1995 by Various Artists. 🎵
Been listening through this comp, but also using it as a jumping off point to explore more by some of these artists and also just an excuse or occasion to listen a lot of other 80s and 90s rock I loved or always wanted to listen to but didn’t have access back at the time.
I’ve set up my weird little website to crosspost certain status updates to micro.blog, Bluesky, and Threads now. Let’s see what happens…
Thanks! If you’re reading this you clicked through the link, or maybe you’re some mysterious real one who follows my RSS feed.
I've been listening to Pisces Iscariot (Deluxe Edition) by Smashing Pumpkins. 🎵
This was so real to me as a 14 year old, and a little bit scary. First Smashing Pumpkins album I purchased. And I still like listening to it now, I guess.
I listened to Second Coming by The Stone Roses. 🎵
After not being able to resist repeat listens of their self-titled debut and all the related singles from the time, this was indeed a letdown.
I've been listening to LANA SOS Deluxe whatever by SZA. 🎵
I've been listening to The Stone Roses by The Stone Roses. 🎵
I don’t have much of note to say about this. It was a side quest from my Still in a Dream shoegaze/dreampop/4AD listening project and I’ve been stuck on it since, listening to it in various iterations. I know, I know, this isn’t remotely shoegaze or dream pop but it is from the same time period and was mentioned throughout the liner notes and I just wanted to listen to it again, and I get to do what I want with this project.
It’s not the bespoke listening log gallery I intended, but here are some accurate visualizations of the music I listened to in 2024.
I've been listening to Siamese Dream by Smashing Pumpkins. 🎵
Even exploring all these kind-of obscure shoegaze and dream pop bands I knew it was always going to end up with me listening to Smashing Pumpkins. A lot.
I've been listening to Loveless by My Bloody Valentine. 🎵
I went on a really random new year’s day afternoon-evening drive out to the middle of nowhere to maybe take pictures or just whatever and got caught in a snowstorm and I listened to this album twice in a row on my drive.
…but I did read some good books in 2024, and I did manage to build and populate my 2024 reading log gallery.

I read The Magician's Nephew by C.S. Lewis again. 📚
Finished reading The Magician’s Nephew with Will tonight.
I read Mojave Ghost: A Poem Novel by Forrest Gander. 📚
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I read Ten-Word Tiny Tales: To Inspire and Unsettle by Joseph Coelho. 📚
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I read Poetry Prompts: All sorts of ways to start a poem from Joseph Coelho by Joseph Coelho. 📚
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I read Nature's Best Hope (Young Readers' Edition): How You Can Save the World in Your Own Yard (Young Readers' Edition) by Douglas W. Tallamy, Adapted by Sarah L. Thompson. 📚
I’m trying to actually do this “Homegrown National Park” thing in my yard, so I have a lot of notes, but I’m not ready to share them. (Today I’m just trying to get my 2024 reading log filled out and updated.)
I read Telephone of the Tree by Alison McGhee. 📚
Tearjerker.
I read Modern Poetry by Diane Seuss. 📚
I read Rejection by Tony Tulathimutte. 📚
Extremely depressing. Debilitating levels of chronic cringe. Possibly the most self-aware book ever. Life-affirming empathy machine. Absolutely hilarious. 5 out of 5, would read again. BOTY?
I read Moonbound by Robin Sloan again. 📚
Read this again, this time aloud with my son. So great.
I stopped reading Something in the Woods Loves You by Jarod K. Anderson. [ Paused at 29% ] 📚
I will definitely get back to this one soon.
I read Body Work: The Radical Power of Personal Narrative by Melissa Febos again. 📚
Took so many notes and quotes from this today, which I always think I am going to do with books like this but rarely ever do. Learning to be more deliberate and thorough about my reading and writing, I hope.
I listened to The Sunset Violent by Mount Kimbie. 🎵
Genre: dreampop indie rock? I don’t know what, was expecting something dubsteppy James Blake-y and this was honestly better than I thought it would be
I listened to Mighty Vertebrate by Anna Butterss. 🎵
Neat.
Decided to start posting again and push my updates to micro.blog and then to a bluesky account I set up. Thinking about pushing to Threads as well, but not pulling the trigger on that yet.
Now to see whether it works like I hope it will, wether I stick with it or get scared, whether I actually want anyone in the world to be aware of my weird little website.
I listened to Florist by Florist. 🎵
Queued this up after Night Palace because Night Palace made me think of it and it’s lowkey one of my favorite albums ever.
I listened to Night Palace by Mount Eerie. 🎵
Listed genre as: nature noise folk rock
I’m trying to get organized and be more deliberate about doing the things I actually want to do, so among other things I put down “Start listening to music again” for Today in my Reminders app, and then I finally listened to this album while putting away laundry and stuff.
I listened to Night Palace by Mount Eerie. 🎵
Listed genre as: nature noise folk rock
I’m trying to get organized and be more deliberate about doing the things I actually want to do, so among other things I put down “Start listening to music again” for Today in my Reminders app, and then I finally listened to this album while putting away laundry and stuff.
I’ve forgotten and failed everything meta I meant to do. I’m afraid to look at this website, I’m afraid to look at my notes, I’m afraid to look at the stacks of books on and around my desk, I’m afraid to look back at all my open tabs.
Just keep stacking it on, I guess? Open more tabs. Continue to live my life occasionally and a little bit, with no commentary or performance.
I read The Wild Robot Protects by Peter Brown. 📚
Robin Sloan’s mini-site around Moonbound is so great.
I made two syrups this afternoon - chocolate and lavender
I read Moonbound by Robin Sloan. 📚
What happens next?
I listened to Pointy Heights by Fousheé. 🎵
Possibly could be listening to this one obsessively, remains to be seen. Loved the unusual, diverse productions on some of these tracks, retro but fresh sounding: some seemingly lovers rock type stuff, some 80s electro Afropop-type stuff, etc. Feels almost like listening to some nuggets comp or some DJ on community radio with impeccable taste for old international grooves. Don’t know the story yet on if this is her own production work or if she collaborated with someone on this, but I guess I’ll look into it.
I listened to My Method Actor by Nilüfer Yanya. 🎵
Listened to this twice and I zoned out for the last few tracks both times. I don’t think I’m going to be replaying this as obsessively as I did PAINLESS.1 But maybe, if for no other reason than to figure out what I actually think about this album or if I can come to like it as much as her old stuff. Or if I add it to a playlist of her whole discography and start shuffling…
I listened to Is This It by The Strokes. 🎵
For murky reasons I don’t understand, “Last Nite” has been in my head for days and nights now. The other morning, with the song in my head yet again, before walking out the door I scanned my shelves and pulled this actual decades-old-CD in its jewel case and took it to my car and slid it into my car’s actual CD player, and I’ve been listening to it on loop whenever I am driving ever since.
I listened to Rose Main Reading Room by Peel Dream Magazine. 🎵
This wasn’t quite what I was hoping for after the first track I heard, but it is nice.
I listened to Ghosts by Hania Rani. 🎵
Very nice. One from last year I never spent much time with, but a track came up on shuffle and I immediately wanted to hear the whole album.
I listened to EKKSTACY by EKKSTACY. 🎵
At first, it made me miss Craft Spells. (Whatever happened to Craft Spells btw?) Then I wanted to be listening to BLACKSTARKIDS, or the new Toro album, or I’m not sure what else.
But by the halfway point I had finally accepted this for what it was and not what I expected or wanted it to be, and I realized it was pretty nice.
I listened to Hole Erth by Toro y Moi. 🎵
Toro y Moi’s music is just endlessly listenable to me, almost no matter what does, though it often takes me a minute to come around to whatever his latest flavor is. This album is no exception.
I listened to I LAY DOWN MY LIFE FOR YOU by Jpegmafia. 🎵
I hear you went
down down down down
down down down down
I hear you went down
I stopped reading Soil by Camille T. Dungy. [ Paused at 16% ] 📚
(I didn’t complete my re-read of this book, I guess.)
I read All Fours by Miranda July. 📚
All fours is a hell of a book. Hilarious, ridiculous, not infrequently gross and also not infrequently profound. Feels like it was probably a lot fun and freedom to write this way, but with a huge amount of thought and work under the surface.
I read The Wild Robot Escapes by Peter Brown again. 📚
Forgot what a smart follow up this is; it builds so well on the first book while exploring so many more ideas.
I read Death's Country by R. M. Romero. 📚
I read Sheine Lende by Darcie Little Badger. 📚
Finished reading early this morning. Another great one from this author. Review to come?
I listened to GIZMO by Tanukichan. 🎵
I had to scroll back through my added albums to last year to find this again because I couldn’t remember this artist or album name. I only remembered the crunchy fuzzy 90s-altrock/shoegazish vibe and that Toro y Moi produced it and that it came out last year and that it had a dog and barfy slimy green and magenta letters on the cover.
I listened to MAHAL by Toro y Moi. 🎵
My father-in-law is in the Philippines on a work trip and there were pictures shared and discussion of the awesomeness of jeepneys and tricycles in the family chat, so that of course over anything else gave me a flimsy excuse to think of this album and listen to it again, as it doesn’t take very much to make me think of this album and want to listen to it again. And I surprisingly couldn’t resist also randomly sharing1 in the family chat a modicum of my enthusiasm for the album and Chaz' associated jeepney restoration project.
I watched Back to the Future (1985). 🎥
Will and I watched Back to the Future tonight. Literally dated film, but it’s still great.
I saw several fish swimming in the creek1 this morning, as many as eight to twelve. A grey ghostly shadowed slow shimmering of fins and scales in a protected pocket of murky water beneath the rough old rock wall, across on the neighbor’s side.2 I didn’t think I could capture them sufficiently in a photograph or video, especially at that distance.
‘You have new memories of your relatives’ [Email Notification]

‘See memories’ [Action]
Not sure how this actually works, but I’m curious and a bit creeped out on the concept of receiving “new memories” and being notified about them via an email message.
Framework and templates for the Watching Log are now live, including display on the now page and enabling “log entries as status updates” custom messages for watches.
Made significant updates to the text and layout of the home page, about page, footer, and ‘[ + ]’ menu ordering. Changed the text font to Alegreya.
I’m trying out Alegreya as the regular text font on this website.
I watched Dune (2021). 🎥
Finally got around to this one, and Will watched it with me. Should have tried harder to see this in the theater, it deserves as big of a screen as it can get.
I read The Ministry of Time by Kaliane Bradley. 📚
I love that in the afterword the author essentially admits that a germ of this book was in fact a crush on an arctic explorer, written for the enjoyment of friends who perhaps share the romantic obsession. I had already assumed as much while reading the narrative, so it was refreshing for her to not be coy or pretentious about this.
Great reminder to me as a would-be writer that a way into this (maybe the way into this?) is to unabashedly pursue an idea that interests me, and learn and write all I can about it. When the writer is interested in what they are writing about and having fun writing it, that intrigue and fun should come through to the reader. It worked in the case of this book for this reader, at least.
I read The Wild Robot by Peter Brown again. 📚
I’ve been reading this with my son - a reread for both of us, as I read it to him years ago. We finished it last night and were surprised; what we remembered as the final scenes of this book must actually be the opening scenes of The Wild Robot Escapes. Very nice flow from one book to the next, I guess? We will be moving on to the next book.
I read Ultraviolet by Aida Salazar. 📚
I read Meet Me in the Fourth Dimension by Rita Feinstein. 📚
I read Louder Than Hunger by John Schu. 📚
Undeniable, probably book of the year. I have thoughts that I should articulate better, if I get brave.
I stopped reading Metamorphosis and Other Stories by Franz Kafka ; translated by Michael Hofmann. [ Paused at 35% ] 📚
Stopped after the 1912 stories and “The Stoker” because I meant to jump over to Amerika next, but then I read other things and continue to want to read other things. I do intend to still come back to this, though. I should put entries for the individual first edition published pieces I did read so at least it they come up on my reading log gallery…
I read You Are Here: Poetry in the Natural World by various authors ; edited by Ada Limón again. 📚
Read this back to front, basically two times, then started looking up the websites and other poems and writings of many of the poets here.
I read A Snake Falls to Earth by Darcie Little Badger again. 📚
Read aloud with my son at bedtime some nights. We both really enjoyed it; hope for more with these characters and/or in this world.
I read Song of Freedom, Song of Dreams by Shari Green. 📚
It was tense and musical and I liked it.
I read Plain Jane and the Mermaid by Vera Brosgol. 📚
Fun, adventurous story, art is excellent, themes and message are amazing.
I read Parasol Against the Axe by Helen Oyeyemi. 📚
Orlando vibes, Kafka vibes, fun weirdness vibes. I will likely be reading more of Oyeyemi, and the other writers she mentions in interviews (linked after the “more” jump.)
I read Mid-Air by Alicia D. Williams. 📚
(I guess I put everything in the genre tag now, feels less auspicious.)
I read The World Keeps Ending, and the World Goes On : Poems by Franny Choi. 📚
Read the first half of this in one day about a month ago - not sure why I let it slip, but now I’m back to it and finishing it. Need to buy a copy of it.
I read And Then, BOOM! by Lisa Fipps. 📚
Fipps has mastered the novel as an empathy-building machine, for sure.
I read Blackouts by Justin Torres. 📚
I listened to Frame & Canvas by Braid. 🎵
Listened to this album for the who knows how manynth time - still just love it, songs have been in my head all week and I’m not sure why.
I read Starfish by Lisa Fipps. 📚
I get so angry at terrible adults in middle grade novels - i have no patience for it and want the kids to start fighting back immediately. It takes her awhile but this girl finally pushes back spectacularly.
I read To the Lighthouse by Virginia Woolf. 📚
chef’s kiss emoji
I read Orlando by Virginia Woolf. 📚
This is such a rich, enjoyable book, I almost started at the beginning again right after finishing.
I read The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King by J.R.R. Tolkien. 📚
Read aloud with my son.
I read The Eyes & the Impossible by Dave Eggers. 📚
This was fun and not overbearing.
Pushing up new listening, playing, and reading logs with several entries, though still not exhaustive, and with old clutter still not cleaned up. More changes, details, documentation pending.
I played and finished The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom. 🎮
I read History Comics: The Stonewall Riots - Making a Stand for LGBTQ Rights by Archie Bongiovanni, A. Andrews. 📚
Not that great as a graphic novel tbh, but definitely age appropriate and on an important topic/moment for which there isn’t much available
I listened to Final Summer by Cloud Nothings. 🎵
This really syncs with my recent 90s midwest emo indie rock deep dive. In fact, I listened to this a couple of times, then listened to the first two Sunny Day Real Estate albums, started listening to Foo Fighters' The Colour and the Shape, but wanted to come back to this again over all of that. [2024-04-27]
I listened to Diary / LP2 / The Colour and the Shape by Sunny Day Real Estate / Foo Fighters. 🎵
I listened to THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT: THE ANTHOLOGY by Taylor Swift. 🎵
Started drafting out a whole narrative of my thoughts and mixed reactions to this album, but realized probably absolutely nobody needs my take on this and I have plenty of other things to write about and do, things that might benefit from having more written and explored about them.
I read Tree. Table. Book. by Lois Lowry. 📚
Think I need to write a review of this for Granite Media, which I’ll link here eventually.
I listened to COWBOY CARTER by Beyoncé. 🎵
Also didn’t realize I needed a countryish sometimes Beatlesish Beyonce album, but here we are.
I listened to Only God Was Above Us by Vampire Weekend. 🎵
Didn’t realize I needed a new Vampire Weekend album, but it turns out I really did need it. And its the most Vampire Weekendish album they’ve ever made.
I read The Octopus Museum by Brenda Shaughnessy. 📚
Wasn’t quite as cohesive as I was hoping, but I don’t know that it intended to be.
I read Poetry Comics by Grant Snider again. 📚
Love this so much. Wrote a review and published it on Granite Media - Poetry Comics – Granite Media
I read My Words / What Color Is Night? / Nothing Ever Happens on a Gray Day / What Sound Is Morning? by Grant Snider. 📚
These were nice.
I read Icarus by K. Ancrum. 📚
I couldn’t put this down.
I listened to QWERTY II by Saya Gray. 🎵
This her progrockiest yet?
I read I Love Information by Courtney Bush again. 📚
Now I’ve read this book twice, I could probably read it again and again, but I don’t know why exactly
I listened to Something in the Room She Moves by Julia Holter. 🎵
I’ve been a fan of Julia Holter for a long time1. She occasionally creates moments that irritate me, but I kind of love her all the more for them.
I stopped reading Duineser Elegien - Elegies from the castle of Duino by Rainer Maria Rilke ; translated from the German by V. Sackville-West and Edward Sackville West. [ Paused at 31% ] 📚
Random serendipitous connection to two other books I was reading-
I read Ariel Crashes a Train by Olivia A. Cole. 📚
this is lowkey nonspeculative horror, I have a lot more to say about it but not at the moment
I track my music listening pretty exhaustively using last.fm, and have about six full years of history there. This is a place for me to manually highlight particular listening projects or obsessions of the moment.
I listened to Braid 1998 Van Mixtape by Braid / Polyvinyl Records. 🎵
After listening to Nothing Feels Good a couple of times, I was ready to do a deep dive back into midwest emo. Frame and Canvas is my other favorite album from this era, but I’d seen this playlist a while ago and thought I should branch out. It’s pretty great, and has some nice surprises
I listened to Nothing Feels Good by The Promise Ring. 🎵
For some reason my annual springtime Jay Som listen made me think of this album and 90s midwest emo in general, and I’m so glad I dug it out and listened to it. Somehow in the late 90s a track from this album got airplay on X-96 one evening in between “Bullet with Butterfly Wings” and “Loser” or whatever they were usually playing and still I think play 25 years later, and I happened to hear it. It stuck with me; I remembered the band name and that I liked it through two years of Mormon mission, but didn’t find or hear the album until college, when I was in the Graywhale by the University of Utah and found a section I’d never paid attention to with the strange-to-me label of “indie”, and there in that section was this album, with it’s ironic retro colorfulness and white CD case backing. This album was my conscious entry point to the world of “indie rock”, emo, Pitchfork, etc.
Test:
I listened to Everybody Works / Turn Into / Anak Ko / various singles by Jay Som. 🎵
Listening to a lot of Jay Som is a springtime tradition for me.
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Last December I opened a fresh notebook and started with this entry. It is kind of my current thesis statement for having a website, being on the internet, trying to make stuff, etc. I haven’t followed through with these ideas so far, but I feel like putting it up on the website is a start.
I listened to Anak Ko by Jay Som. 🎵
I listened to OK Computer OKNOTOK 1997 2017 by Radiohead. 🎵
I listened to Full Discography by Helado Negro. 🎵
I listened to PHASOR by Helado Negro. 🎵
First album I’ve just flat-out loved this year. I could listen to this endlessly, and did for a week or two there, and then listened again through his entire back catalog.
I read Mexikid: A Graphic Memoir by Pedro Martín. 📚
I read Multiple Titles by [Multiple Authors and Illustrators]. 📚
Holding Her Own: The Exceptional Life of Jackie Ormes, words by Traci N. Todd, pictures by Shannon Wright
There Was a Party for Langston, King o' Letters, by Jason Reynolds, with art by Jerome Pumphrey & Jarrett Pumphrey
The Truth About Dragons, written by Julie Leung, illustrated by Hanna Cha
Jovita Wore Pants: The Store of a Mexican Freedom Fighter, by Aida Salazar, art by Molly Mendoza
In Every Life, by Marla Frazee
Big, by Vashti Harrison
How to Write a Poem, by Kwame Alexander & Deanna Nikaido, art by Melissa Sweet
I read Kin: Rooted in Hope by Carole Boston Weatherford, Jeffery Boston Weatherford. 📚
I listened to ANNIE, PICK A FLOWER.. (MY HOUSE) / QWERTY / 19 Masters / SHALLOW (PPL SWIM IN SHALLOW WATER) by Saya Gray. 🎵
So obsessed with her music, she’s a mad genius. I can listen again and again. I wake up with fragments of these songs in my head many mornings.
I listened to The Slow Rush by Tame Impala. 🎵
I read Alebrijes by Donna Barba Higuera. 📚
Wrote and published a review of this at Granite Media - Alebrijes – Granite Media
Some things I’m working on and thinking about now…
I read Elf Dog and Owl Head by M.T. Anderson. 📚
the birds this morning when I opened the bathroom window - I took a video but mainly for the sounds - forgot birds would do that in the winter morning rain, I associate this with spring - our little creekside backyard and neighborhood is a stopover for migrators - I should pay more attention
I read I Love Information by Courtney Bush. 📚
I read Falling Back in Love with Being Human: Letters to Lost Souls by Kai Cheng Thom. 📚
I planted seeds as the sun set on the first evening of the new year. (Not to be overly dramatic about it or anything, this is just what happened.)

Cleaning up a bit to begin actively using and sharing this site in 2024.
A new year, a new arbitrary occasion to start up this website again and think about sharing things and engaging with people on the internet again.
Let’s do it!
I’m going to first practice sharing daily or frequent notes and status updates exclusively here on my own website, and see how it feels.
Some things I’m working on and thinking about now…
This is a placeholder for an essay I hope to finish and publish here someday exploring my thoughts on this topic.
I kind of forgot how my website works. Oops.
And if anyone out there actually subscribes to this RSS, just a heads up that I am messing with it and it is about to change to be more conventially formatted…
Here are some of the things I’m working on and thinking about now…
It has only been two days since I started posting on my site again and also syndicating the posts to various places, and I’m finally ready to admit:

Finished reading Kwame Alexander’s The Door of No Return last night, and then started on Christina Soontornvat’s The Last Mapmaker. (I’m only at ~8% on Mapmaker so I’m breaking my self-imposed “only post an update if you are at least 20% of the way through the book” rule.)
Finished reading Windswept by Margi Preus last night, and then started in on The Door of No Return by Kwame Alexander [~35%].
Getting into an active reading mode with books of my own choosing. It has been awhile.
It feels like the last days of social media, looting, anarchy, the scattering of peoples and the confounding of languages, so I feel like I can post again with abandon now. Posts no longer feeling chiseled in stone, but wandering snowflakes that might melt away at any moment. Or maybe just blobs of semi-melted snow.

Prescient analysis on the events of the coming day from the New York Times.


2022.08.11 (committed)
2022.07.22 (committed)
A log of my music listens in the past week, by albums and playlists, not including completely random shuffles.
On spending Saturday afternoon driving around two counties in the rain making returns of dumb shit I bought online that doesn’t fit or that I don’t really need, and on being too self conscious to go to the art museum and go in with wet clothes on the last day of an exhibition I wanted to see, even though I was just a few blocks from it and going there was my original plan
The truth is I’m not listening to music right now but to backyard morning sounds: birds, creek, calm Sunday morning traffic from 1300 East, my neighbors' baby fussing a bit, an AC unit kicking on, and a single dog bark. I also really didn’t listen to a lot of music last week, between spending time at the cabin (cabin/canyon sounds are prioritized, just like backyard sounds) and people being around in the office at work when I did go back into work. There are some interesting things here nonetheless, and I have a lot of promising stuff queued up to listen to soon.
My knee has recovered enough that I went on somewhat of an actual hike!


Here’s a photo of a grasshopper on the door of the shed in my backyard.

Do I really need to get credit for every random thing I read and find at all interesting by semi-publicly recording it here on this website?
Maybe, yeah.
A log of my music listens in the past week, by albums and playlists, not including completely random shuffles.
Really, most of the time I just like sitting beneath trees, and it turns out my backyard is an extremely serviceable place for that, so no need to go anywhere else to write or work.
I’m playing around with reorganizing almost my entire site into topic- and theme-based files and folders on the back end.
With keeping my new “digital garden” off to the side of the rest of my content, I can’t decide where to put things. It feels redudant; so I’m making the whole site into the garden.
Give me a sentence which no intelligence can understand. There must be a kind of life and palpitation to it, and under its words a kind of blood must circulate forever.
– Henry David Thoreau, from “Monday,” A Week on the Concord and Merrimack Rivers.
In our backyard we have a little hill/bluff down to a creek, but no easy way to get down there. I’ve decided to build a simple rustic step trail down, and here is how I think I’m going to go about it.
(This is a log of my music listens in the past week, by albums and playlists, not including completely random shuffles.)
I read this 33 and ⅓ entry on Unknown Pleasures and then re-listened to pretty much every track Joy Division ever recorded.
The first “links last week” still isn’t really happening today - I didn’t keep up with it other than the first day of the week, which happened to be the 4th of July.
I guess I could still post the links I did note at the first of the week, because a couple of them are really good, though a bit dependent on the “Independence Day” context. Find them after the jump.
Here goes my second “listens last week” post. Strange exercise, but whatever.
I think next week is going to be a Toro y Moi kind of week, but not yet. Currently listening to the sounds of the birds and the creek by my backyard, and somebody’s prop plane looping around above the city macking a racket this morning.
Ugh. Fell into the “Writing the Great American Email” trap at work today. Several times.
Some people like hearing themselves talk, I guess I like reading myself write.
I admit, I absolutely thought this was a graphic novel that I was going to blaze through in an hour, until the moment I opened it the other night and found almost 400 pages of un-illustrated, small-font text. Started reading it anyway.

A log of my full album or playlist music listens from the past week, with occasional notes and context. Does not include completely random shuffles, unless something worth commenting came up.
[Next week look for a “Links Last Week” log feature as well.]
I’ve explored a lot of alternatives, but I’m going to continue with posting bespoke reading updates here; I’m also going to try and get back to sharing updates on Goodreads again.
Tried Taqueria Los Lee for lunch today.
I’ve procrastinated actually trying this place for a year or two, so I’m lucky it still is open - the good, easy fast food taco place by my work closed down a couple of weeks ago, so I was finally driven to find a new option. I had gorditas with rice and beans and it was all very solid. I’ll be back for a burrito or tacos or something.
This interview with Alok Vaid-Menon was by far the best thing I’ve read/listened to/otherwise taken in this week.
A man’s life should be constantly as fresh as this river. It should be the same channel, but a new water every instant…Most men have no inclination, no rapids, no cascades, but marshes, and alligators, and miasma instead.
– Henry David Thoreau, from “Monday,” A Week on the Concord and Merrimack Rivers (location 283-284 of 882)
Herein is the tragedy: that men doing outrage to their proper natures, even those called wise and good, lend themselves to perform the office of inferior and brutal ones. Hence come war and slavery in; and what else may not come in by this opening? But certainly there are modes by which a man may put bread into his mouth which will not prejudice him as a companion and neighbor.
– Henry David Thoreau, from “Monday,” A Week on the Concord and Merrimack Rivers (location 283 of 882)
“I love man-kind, but I hate the institutions of the dead un-kind. Men execute nothing so faithfully as the wills of the dead, to the last codicil and letter. They rule this world, and the living are but their executors.”"
– Henry David Thoreau, from “Monday,” A Week on the Concord and Merrimack Rivers (location 282 of 882)



Evening sun breaking through the clouds to some of the upper bows of the Siberian Elms after the rainstorm.
Here are some of the things I’m working on and thinking about now…
A large ant crawling on the buds of some plant growing through the fence from our neighbors' yard.

i’m paddling my way through Thoreau’s A Week on the Concord and Merrimack Rivers, though it is definitely taking me more than a week.

I have this Library of America edition, but I’m actually mainly reading it on my phone - Standard Ebooks edition, added to the iOS Books app. The LoA edition has reference notes, so I look at it when I can, but I actually like reading on my phone.
Update: I’m sort of trying to implement webmentions on this website. I think I’m halfway there but I don’t really have any way to actually know because I don’t have any friends and I don’t share anything anywhere anymore.
This is the first seed I’m planting in my digital garden: notes, links, and ideas about digital gardening itself.
Update: my wife referred to this as my “moveable grotto,” which is ridiculous, but probably better. Definitely better.
Original: a view from my backyard “desk” just as I was creating the home page for my new “digital” garden.

I just corrected an error in my RSS template and site configuration, and now, after months of transmission failure, my notes on this site are propagating to micro.blog. Now that it is working I’m not sure how I actually feel about it.
I’m reading The Hobbit with my son at bedtime now.

I apparently live in a version of the internet where Derrida’s 1995 lecture-turned-book Archive Fever is trending.
I’m going forward by going back…
I let this site go dormant again, but that was not for lack of unpublished notes, pictures, ideas, etc. – I have physical and digital notebooks full of stuff.
Basically: I get busy, and I also get shy.
What to do about all that could’ve / would’ve stuff?
This post’s notes about breadcrumbs helped me figure out some things with my taxonomy list pages today.
In other words, I updated my taxonomy list page template, so as to prepare for a move toward building and surfacing more topic-based pages, supplemented by changelogs such as this.
I also added another instance of the Taxonomy Tree (a.k.a. Tree of Life, a.k.a. Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, a.k.a. Cast Out from the Digital Garden, a.k.a. Site Taxonomy) to the home page of the website, utilizing my now increasingly ubiquitous [+/-] toggle buttons. Again, a move I’m making as I explore ideas around digital gardening. I’m not actually doing digital gardening yet so I don’t have anything to link to - yet.
Just read the June 2022 issue of Poetry.


These are:

I went to Little Dell a month ago, and this is what it was like.

Upgraded the primary domain for this site to its final form here at the end of the internet:
And with the images back I feel like I should start taking and posting more photographs of things other than just screenshots and shit I bought.
I had in mind a new reading update rule for 2022 - I wasn’t going to post a reading update about any book (neither here nor on Goodreads) until I was at least 10-15% of the way into the book.
But I forgot my rule, and now the books I barely started and haven’t continued to read are hanging over my head, and I hate all you big invisible jerks for holding me silently accountable for every random thing I post here.
Here are some of the things I’m working on and thinking about now…
I recently built and shared this ‘Top Titles of 2021’ thing at work.
‘Album Released’ notifications might be my very favorite phone notifications.

Turns out I can’t resist the re-read.

I often find myself tinkering with already-published notes on this site. I initially thought of this as a confession, because at times I’ve felt that editing old posts (beyond fixing minor typos or bugs) is somehow cheating.
I finished reading Moon Witch Spider King yesterday evening.
☑ I have obtained a copy of Dragon New Warm Mountain I Believe In You, the latest album by Big Thief.

Maybe a little too excited that I managed to create a hugo shortcode to do this hide/show toggle function in any post now:
Here are some of the things I’m working on and thinking about now…
I’ve also been playing a bit of Pokémon Legends Arceus lately. Gave it to my son for his birthday recently and I guess I could say I started playing it at his urging, but truly I was just curious to try it anyway and I do kind of like it.

It’s not exactly Breath-of-the-Wild-levels of intricate open world, but I’m much more engaged by it than I was by Pokémon Shield. I probably will play some more of this game as well. (I think when my kids begged me to try Shield last year I stopped after 20-30 minutes, and I never went back to it.)
Started playing Gris tonight. Stunning and mysterious game.
There were a couple of points where I wasn’t sure if I was ‘going the right way’ or not, but it was so beautiful that I didn’t really care. So far I’ve ‘brought back’ the color red and I’ve gained the ability to make my dress into a stone block, which is super useful. Will definitely be continuing with this game.
Running log of my favorite albums and musical works released in 2022. It will be updated throughout the year, and even after.
Quick note about this site (joshuaw.xyz / jdwhiting.com)
This site is in more flux than ever at the moment, as I continue to rethink and evolve in how I want to use not only this site but also interact with others via the internet beyond this site.
I’m in the midst of making significant updates to the organization, flow, and functionality, all towards the end that I can start posting regularly again. I have a detailed list of tasks and ideas, but I’ll spare you.
I hope to make a lot of headway this week, but in the meantime some existing pages/links do not work, or do not work in the way I ultimately want them to work.
Thanks for your patience? (whoever you might be)
Also started reading today A Little Devil in America: Notes in Praise of Black Performance by Hanif Abdurraqib.

I’ve had this, and, actually, all of Abdurraqib’s other books on my to-read list for a while now – I took the occasion of Black History Month to move this one to the top of my list and start reading.
I started reading Moon Witch Spider King by Marlon James the other night. I’m currently at 21% completion.

‘February Break’ Ideas and To-Dos
a longlist, unfiltered and unedited other than select hyperlinks added:
Below is a running list of books I’ve read in 2022, with my current reads listed at the top.
You can find a list of links to articles, essays, poems, and other shorter works I’m reading [here], and you can find all of my reading updates [here].
I read A Snake Falls to Earth by Darcie Little Badger 📚

Trying something new today - a weekly post where I round up quick notes and links to things I read, watched, played, listened to, or otherwise engaged with in the past week.
Some links or ideas might also get their own posts, if I find I have more to write or share about them. Or if I decide I feel like spreading stuff out over days and giving things their own spaces.
this winter break I was going to write a bunch revamp my website establish good reading writing learning sharing habits

I really did that.


Used my favorite spatula to make eggs with onions and peppers for me, and plain for a breakfast burrito for my son.

The things you don’t say accumulate.



This site now aims to be the contemporary equivalent of enigmatic handmade publications hoarded in a drawer.


I’m curious how Mormons1 who play Animal Crossing: New Horizons are responding to the new café.

Your art is more important than your audience.
– so says my A.I. / algorithmically generated horoscope today, the notification popping up while I was mid-contemplating just how to curate collections and microthoughts such as these on this website, and whether to continue to do it just for myself or reconnect somehow with a social media network for the possible benefit or irritation of unknown others.
Yay holidays! Yay traditions! Yay America! Yay humans! We’re the best! We’re smarter than turkeys!
by Kaitlyn Tiffany in The Atlantic
It seems like not many people are talking about this aspect of why Facebook is so horrible because it is also horrible in so many other ways. This is actually one of the main reasons I finally deleted my Facebook account, though.
I didn’t have a ton of “friends” (230ish, which I’m sure is below average for someone on Facebook for over a decade) and most of them didn’t share much that was real (or if they did, the algorithm didn’t see fit to share it with me), so my feed was filled with so much inanity and corporate stuff, and I still just scrolled through it compulsively, hoping something interesting would happen.
(Published this new ‘longer thing’ in the Features / Longer Things area of this website.)
The last rays of the sun transfigured the water tower, the freeway overpasses, and the tops of the pins on the bowling alley sign, as I sat at my computer in an emptied office. I hadn’t noticed the sky darkening as I tapped away on my keyboard, compulsively shift-tabbing the cursor, re-reading, revising, substituting words, deleting phrases, and reorganizing paragraphs.
by Karen Jensen of Teen Librian Toolbox
Loved this blog post that I happened upon today – being on School Library Journal’s network she’s kind of preaching to the choir, so I don’t know if this will convince or speak to anyone outside of libraries, but it’s honest and heartfelt and made me personally feel just a little bit better about my life.

I wrote and had published on Granite Media a review of The Last Cuentista by Donna Barba Higuera. Might as well reshare it here for a record.

Yesterday morning I finished reading All Boys Aren’t Blue by George M. Johnson. This morning I wrote six to seven pages of thoughts and notes about it, that I’m likely not safe to share anywhere right now, including here in unsyndicated nowhereland.
It’s a powerful book, though, if you’re willing to spend the time with it. And I’m afraid that fear of that power might be the true root and rot of the issue that seemingly requires me not to talk about it.
I ended my cooking drought by making some potato-broccoli-cheese soup this afternoon, and now I’m ending my daily posting drought by sharing it here.


I filled up another ‘Field Notes’ notebook. I’m obsessed with these, and I already have too many, but I justify it because I do really like to write in them, I think I write more because of them. And now I even draw silly stuff in them sometimes. I’m sure I’ll use them all eventually.


(nightbookshelf)
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Back in the spring of 2020 Mesita was writing, recording, and releasing the music of the pandemic in realtime, but I didn’t post anything about it at the time because I wasn’t really posting things, and I feel bad about that.



It’s an intended project of this website, but currently I’m not sure to what extent I want to re-share old photos and posts from prior websites, social media accounts I don’t use anymore, or just random things from my photo library or ideas and happenings noted down that I never got around to sharing in the first place. And if I do share them, should I have a system or chronology to the sharing, or just rely on randomness and serendipity? Re-post them now as fresh posts, or backdate them to when they occurred?
I was doing so good at posting something every day here in nowhereland but then I got sick and stressed out and distracted, and I fell off.
Starting again for November.
My wife jokingly asked my kids to figure out what I should be for Halloween, and my daughter quickly came up with this concept and then actualized it. So I wore it while I lurked out in the street behind my kids during their trick-or-treating.


I’m home sick with a cough/cold that isn’t COVID but seems contagious, but I’m behind on a lot of work, so I’m using what little creative energy I have to take care of a few things at work, rather than compose missives for or update the architecture of nowhereland.

Started reading Bewilderment by Richard Powers today - library book copy on my back porch. 📚


Annotated detail from my snapshot of a quote on the wall of the Niko Krivanek: dear sally, love mom photography exhibit in the Utah Museum of Contemporary Art, Saturday, October 23, 2021.
Update on AASL, after day two: maybe I should start playing the edu/library twitter game again. Maybe I should try practicing a bit of the synchronous lifestyle again.
I. Goodbye Facebook II. ASYNCHRONOUS LIFESTYLE 3001 – I. Goodbye Facebook So I am finally doing it - deleting my Facebook account.


Been streaming this album a lot, so I bought the cassette.
Attending the AASL national conference for the next three days, but I don’t play the edu/librarian twitter game anymore, so I’m only sharing anything about it here on my little site in nowhereland.

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I’m not sure whether cafeteriacore is a thing anywhere but in my mind. If not, this is me now actualizing it on the internet.
Here are some of the things I’m working on and thinking about now…
I’ve been slowly making my way through Thoreau’s A Week on the Concord and Merrimack Rivers. By “slowly” I mean I still consider it as a book I am currently reading, though I hadn’t read a word of it in several weeks until this morning.

So it is taking me months to get through Thoreau’s week- it started on “Saturday” and I’m in “Sunday” still. But to be fair to myself, I think it took Thoreau years to write through his week.

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This is how slimy they are.

I have to stay clean for 30 days to actually make this happen.
So it looks like I finally have the syndication of short posts set up how I wanted (from my personal Hugo static site to Micro.blog, then to my more obscure Twitter account) at just the time I don’t think I care about doing such things anymore. Oh well.
You could daydream about what a collab between Kevin Shields and Frank Ocean might sound like, if they ever got around to it in ten years or something.
Or, you could just listen to boylife’s song “goldeyes” right now.


Explored an undisclosed moffitish place with Luna in July.
Going to start posting one new thing (or new-old thing) each day here on my website. I’m finally moving to make this little place my central home on the web, an activity archive, etc.
As of last night I’m 35% of the way into Summer in the City of Roses by Michelle Ruiz Keil, reading it on my phone. 📚

Could not get enough writing random stuff in my notebook this morning - now I have to type random stuff in my digital notebook this afternoon - and post random stuff on my website this evening.
Start of a new month and almost start of a new school year (I don’t go to school or teach but my work still goes by school years) seems like as good a time as any to restart on my blog and social media…
https://www.youtube.com/jVTHFnctLFs
I am on screenpage 455 of 1034 of The Overstory, by Richard Powers, reading it on my phone.

I started reading The Inquisitor’s Tale by Adam Gidwitz with my kids tonight.

I started reading Home Is Not a Country by Safia Elhillo

I’m reading Everything Sad Is Untrue by Daniel Nayeri, and it is really good but it is taking a while because some nights I fall asleep while I’m reading it and then some nights I scroll through Facebook or web comics or websites about comic books instead of reading it. And then I feel bad, almost as if I, king-like, have killed Scheherazade by not continuing to listen.


I suppose I could just fill up a notebook with random stuff all day.
I suppose I could just fill up the internet with random stuff all day.
So I have digital and physical notebooks and a phone and computer filled with photos and random things from the last year that I haven’t shared or done anything with, and I’m seriously considering just starting to go through and post backdated stuff on this website, and on the various social media channels.
Coming out of social media retirement to tell you about the Tandoori Chicken Tin I had for lunch today from O’Falafel Etc. Wish I had taken a photo of this dish, because the picture on their website doesn’t do justice to the masterpiece of fresh take-out I received.
Kicking myself because I just missed being able to buy/download this collection from Nyege Nyege (now it is 666 Euros to buy and it can’t be streamed.)
But I found a decent mixtape based on the collection on Soundcloud.
Started reading The Selected Works of Audre Lorde last night. Wow.

Making some little moves again on my website in prep to possibly come out of social media retirement.
Been like a year - remains to be seen whether I can finally dissuade myself from getting distracted, disheartened, disinterested, dispirited, or otherwise discouraged.
I watched Born in Flames (1983), written, directed, and edited by Lizzie Borden.
I watched the movie Soul last night, and I loved it.
Here are some of the things I’m working on and thinking about now…
Did I somehow call forth the winds and fires by listening to this album so fervently last week?
I was just excited about fall, and autumnal black metal…
The school district received a herd of ponies. I was supposed to catalog them, barcode them, and figure out a good protocol for checking them out to students.
They were all in an old corral out in the desert, and seemed wild and restless, as if perhaps they had just been captured and swept in from that desert and we hadn’t exactly been told the truth about their (lack of) training. Also, it didn’t seem like anyone was taking care of them out there so it was maybe going to fall to me to feed them, scrape out their hooves, and do whatever else needs to be done for horses. I don’t know anything about horses.
I’ve been here before. It’s a cycle for me. The compulsion to exist on social media, followed soon after by silence.
For nearly the past two months I’ve been tracking all my reading updates just in a OneNote page. Transferring it here for transparency/accountability, or just some form of conspicuousness. Think I’m about to go onto Goodreads and log all of this, get caught up, be a social human of some sort, &c. Maybe I’ll post specific things about some of these books on here as well if I have time and inclination.
My kids and I have been casually talking about turning our yard into an orchard, and re-reading this book in my backyard today inspires me to get completely serious about it. Impossible to read these poems and not want to start growing stuff.

Been thinking a lot about curation, both professionally and personally. Where, when, how, whether to do it. I’ve been in a holding pattern about sharing things for a long time now - I have digital and physical notebooks full of things to potentially share (good and helpful things, I believe), but it seems too big a deal to share them.



Arrangement by William Whiting. Photo by me.
I had a dream that I listened to this song on a different streaming platform and the guitar solos were missing from the track. I feverishly scoured the internet trying to find the original version with the guitar solos and figure out what was happening. Tabs kept closing on me and websites glitched into oblivion. I wasn’t sure if the streaming platform or record label had demanded their removal, or if she had somehow become ashamed of them and self-censored, or if it was the Mandela effect, or some other kind of weird conspiracy, but I was going to somehow get to the bottom of this cosmic scandal against musicianship and bring the lost guitar solos back to light.
The next day I had to listen to the song several times on different platforms just to be reassured that the guitar solos had not actually disappeared, but still remained on the track in their fulness.
In the past month I’ve found myself paralyzed in regards to social media, both personally and professionally. Whenever I peak into my feeds I’ve been easily overwhelmed by the content I see: deluges of RESOURCES FOR “ONLINE LEARNING1,” endless interludes of stay-at-home inanities and banalities, and then literal death and suffering, since underneath all of this inconvenience, opportunism, and political posturing it turns out there is an actual tragic pandemic that is taking lives.
I haven’t known how to contribute to this world, and ultimately decided the best way to contribute would be to just stay quiet. Or maybe I just choked and failed by dropping out of this resource-sharing, curating, connecting game at the very moment when it was suddenly THE THING TO DO.
It’s actually kind of inspiring how bad this film is.
I feel like every moment of my life going forward could be another scene of this film.
I think she might be the most hilarious actor I’ve ever watched.


Exceeded my expectations, and I can’t remember the last time a new album from an artist I already liked has done that. There is a warmth here that I haven’t heard in any of his work up until now. This is the electro psychedelic yacht rock I’ve been prepared for my entire life without realizing, every single track an absolute adult contemporary jam.
I posted a review of The Roots of Rap: 16 Bars on the 4 Pillars of Hip-Hop, by Carole Boston Weatherford and Frank Morrison, on Goodreads, and I’m expanding on it slightly below.
I was excited about this book and assumed I would love it because of the subject matter, but I guess I’m a little disappointed and feel the need to talk about it.
Read: February 12, 2020
I want to give this all the awards. It probably should have gotten even more awards than it did.
(A little ashamed to admit that I’m just finally getting around to this, but I’m repenting of my unreading ways and doing what I can do now. And despite my claims to keep track of all my reading here in 2020, I’m back on Goodreads as well, I guess…)
Started Reading: January 4ish, 2020

Started Reading: January 10, 2020
Finished Reading: January 11, 2020

I used to be meticulous about tracking even my most minute reading updates on Goodreads1, but I’ve fallen off in the past few months, and I’m not entirely sure why.2
In the meantime while I try to figure that out, I’ve decided to post random3 updates4 about my reading on Twitter and also to experiment with creating a new thread/series here on this website that will serve as a running log of my reading life.
This review may contain spoilers.
Can’t stop thinking about ghosts in the basement and cockroaches scurrying under the furniture. And how maybe children’s fears should be taken seriously. This is a metaphoric spoiler.
Kids singing rhymes
Dogs barking
Car ignitions turning over but failing to start
This bitter earth
Scuffling and throwing rocks
An ice cream truck on the next street over
That’s America to me

The other day at work I was going through some new MARC records for a school and came across this book they had purchased, and it covers the precise topics that I’ve been meaning to learn more about since a dog came into my life.
Thanks.
I forgot to observe Life Day several days ago, but I’ll observe it today on the Internet and on my website. I did share Life Day with my kids (just about 7 minutes worth) soon after when I had come to myself and realigned my priorities. They kind of loved it, and kind of thought it was terrible, which is just as it should be.
(This embed is queued to start at the key celebration of life moment at the closing of the special, so have no fear in pressing the play button.)
I forced the kids to listen to my Sung Tongs vinyl today while they made snowflakes and swung around.
I published a review of A Wolf Called Wander by Rosanne Perry on Granite Media and also posted it on Goodreads.
Enjoyed reading this one to my kids at bedtime.
I published a review of Other Words for Home by Jasmine Warga on Granite Media and also posted it on Goodreads.
I really wanted to put screenshots of this entire poem in the review, but couldn’t justify it on Granite Media. But here, I get to do whatever I want, so…

I made this super-inspiring video and just had to put it somewhere in the archives, and this is that somewhere.
The funny thing was that one day a whole bunch of balloons actually did float up outside my cubicle window in exactly this way. I didn’t get a video of them when it was real, so this was an animated re-creation of that moment.


I’m retconning my website. I might as well be transparent about it. I feel like my lack of consistently sharing anything out from this site to the wider Internet*, along with the fact that it is my little corner of the Internet and I can do whatever I want with it (and that’s kind of the whole point) gives me the freedom to add, change, shuffle, and randomly publish new posts as though they were several months backdated, as well resurrect content from my old zombie websites, &c.

This site, https://jdwhiting.com, shall become the center of a new and expanded JdwhitingDotCom/Froz-T-Freez Drive-In Internetical** Multiverse. Will this center be a singularity? A black hole? I don’t know yet, it remains to be seen. It’s a bizarre exercise done in darkness, but nevertheless it is going to be an ongoing aspect of this project since I plan to use this site as my personal all-inclusive internet archive.
Here are some of the things I’m working on and thinking about now…
So years ago I remember coming across a thing called Digital Writing Month from some educator-writer type people I followed on twitter, and when seeing the usual pre-November hype for NaNoWriMo (which I always like the idea of but don’t actually want to do) I suddenly remembered it and thought I might try it this year, because it kind of fits with the project of this site.

But I guess it’s not really a thing anymore.
It is currently 4 AM and I am awake for some reason, and I just heard a noise downstairs of unclear origin.
Maybe I shouldn’t have watched this with my 4 month old puppy around. Was that a mistake? Will she live deliciously now? Will she grow up and randomly kill us all one morning like that damn goat?


If I had a ‘Favorite Albums of 2019’ list I’d be adding Big Thief’s new album Two Hands to that list.
I can’t think of a band that seems more devoted to the work right now than Big Thief. This is their second release this year, and it seems they’ve been touring and recording almost nonstop for several years now.
I’ve decided that I’m just going to start sharing more of my demos, drafts, fragments, and improvisations, so they are out in the world before they become irrelevant, instead of languishing half-finished in my notebooks as I wait for some mythical moment when I will have endless time and energy to create the thorough, perfect thing.
I wanted to write a full essay that thoroughly explores my thoughts about this album, Mesita’s Twitter song project, and how it all is actually impacting my views on life, art, &c., but since I already have notebooks and drives and clouds half-filled half-empty with so many other such good intentions that I never follow through on, I’m just going to post this now, and state that I think that Mesita’s You Are Beautiful is pretty much one of the most honest pieces of art I have ever encountered.

I’m reading Weird Little Robots by Carolyn Crimi and Corinna Luyken to my kids right now, and so far it feels kind of like if Kate Dicamillo had collaborated with Stephen Spielberg on one of his 80s Amblin projects. In other words, I’m enjoying it. And my kids like it, too.
Mesita made me a 5-second song on twitter. I love that he does this and that I finally got the guts to ask for one, and he did it.
@jdwhiting pic.twitter.com/6I5rb9aZVB
— 小さいテーブル (@mesitamusic) September 29, 2019

My daughter really wanted to be immortalized as a ghostly figure on google maps so I decided to make this photosphere public. See also: our deconstructed puppy’s detached floating tail.
Today I happened upon an excerpt from Tommy Pico’s forthcoming poem/book Feed, and I’m weirdly excited about it now.
“House” by KAINA. Beautiful, timely song opening a killer new album.

I’ve now watched every single item in this collection of films by Apichatpong Weerasethakul at least once, and I’m getting pretty obsessed.
Ever do that thing where you start building a new website, and even write and publish a few things on the website, but never tell anyone about the website or link to the things on the website?
A few days into March I decided that, for the remainder of the month, I would only listen to music created by women. We’re a week into July now and I haven’t gone back yet.
My 8 most-listened-to musical artists of the last 30 days (last.fm profile screenshot)
Some of the things I’m working on and thinking about these days…
I reviewed this book last week, and in doing so made some serious mistakes, which I’m hoping to learn from going forward.

Think I’m going to try writing a poem every day in April.
Last night I posted a grumpy response tweet about my wild hope that Facebook and Instagram would just stay broken forever.
Then I thought that maybe that was a little too mean, and I deleted it.
Some of the things I’m working on and thinking about these days…
Welcome! I am building this web site as a place to collect and share things I’m working on, as well as my random obsessions.
I’m chairing the Children’s Fiction Committee for the Beehive Book Awards. Our committee recently finalized the list of nominees for the 2020 awards, and I’m preparing to announce and booktalk those nominees, along with some of my colleagues from the Children’s Literature Association of Utah, during a breakout session of the Utah Educational Library Media Association Conference on March 8.
I published a review of Insignificant Events in the Life of a Cactus by Dusti Bowling on Granite Media and also posted it on Goodreads.

I published a review of Nightbooks by J.A. White on Granite Media and also posted it on Goodreads.

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A few weeks go I was at my wife’s family’s cabin and I was lurking around in a bedroom browsing my in-laws' old bookshelf.
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